Been busy these days, had exams to pass at the uni. Which I did. Successfully.
Also, been teaching meself how to sleep on my back or on the side. So, I was learning and not only school stuff.
I read that at my age, you have to be extra careful how you sleep, since you breasts - who are inevitable and irrevocably going down south - will look even worse if you do not sleep correctly. Meaning, you can't sleep on your stomach any more, since they are going sideways AND down, so you end up with them under your armpits.
And I'm not used sleeping on my side or back. So, what I end up doing for half of night is toss and turn, trying to find a comfortable position for my body and bloody-Isaac-Newton-was-spot-on-on-gravity boobs. Other than on my stomach. And I wake up exhausted, showing my age, wondering if it's all worth it.
I mean, do I stick to my old routine of sleeping on my stomach, running the risk of having my breasts going left, right, and south central, but sure I'll have a good night sleep.
Or force my body to rest comfortably in uncomfortable positions, showing my age in the morning.
I wonder what will pay off in the end. Is it better to have rested face and corrupt boobs. Or face in tune with my age but with only for a little while yet perky boobs.
Can I just sleep in zero gravity room?.
Monday, 4 February 2013
Thursday, 10 January 2013
Today
Things I did today:
1] Fed a stray dog
2] Gave money to a homeless person
3] Fed a stray cat
4] Went to uni to pass an exam
5] Had coffee with friends. One had her child killed in car accident this spring and the other one has terminally ill brother and father who died this spring.
6] Considered meself very, very lucky and fortunate.
Tuesday, 1 January 2013
TV
I truly believe that the main purpose of the TV is to create paranoia in people. Or to enhance it, if you are even the least bit inclined to it.
No wonder, if three out of four shows tell you how dark, secret powers are shaping the world today. And not only today, but have been doing it since the down of time.
You can only feel lucky to escape their radar and remain in the grey obscurity of the world. One of many.
No wonder, if three out of four shows tell you how dark, secret powers are shaping the world today. And not only today, but have been doing it since the down of time.
You can only feel lucky to escape their radar and remain in the grey obscurity of the world. One of many.
Sunday, 23 December 2012
Saturday Night
Was boring. A real incentive for continuing to read this post, right?.
I was out with seven women, and I have realised that they are boring the hole in me. I wanted a bit of fun, when you go out with intelligent, interesting women, and you just have fun. You talk, gossip, exchange this and that fashion or make-up tip, tell a joke.... Instead, all they did was complain about their things or just plain annoy me.
In this order of sitting: working two jobs and no money; annoyingly pleased that she's living with her boyfriend and his mother; boyfriend; boyfriend, work & life in general; former boyfriend; foreign country she lived in for the past 8 months; work.
I don't want to hear about anyone's problems. I simply refuse to do that. I do not complain, and I'm fed up with people who do, or even worse - who complain to me. For a while, I really did try to listen to everyone and be sympathetic.But not any more. Deal with your problems and problem shared is not problem solved.
And stop saying: I can imagine how hard it is for you without a job, because you can't. What you're saying is thoughtless, irritating, and makes you come across as a total twat.
I was out with seven women, and I have realised that they are boring the hole in me. I wanted a bit of fun, when you go out with intelligent, interesting women, and you just have fun. You talk, gossip, exchange this and that fashion or make-up tip, tell a joke.... Instead, all they did was complain about their things or just plain annoy me.
In this order of sitting: working two jobs and no money; annoyingly pleased that she's living with her boyfriend and his mother; boyfriend; boyfriend, work & life in general; former boyfriend; foreign country she lived in for the past 8 months; work.
I don't want to hear about anyone's problems. I simply refuse to do that. I do not complain, and I'm fed up with people who do, or even worse - who complain to me. For a while, I really did try to listen to everyone and be sympathetic.But not any more. Deal with your problems and problem shared is not problem solved.
And stop saying: I can imagine how hard it is for you without a job, because you can't. What you're saying is thoughtless, irritating, and makes you come across as a total twat.
Thursday, 6 December 2012
SG: U
Just watched Star Gate: Universe. Love Robert Carlyle in it. And it occurred to me: how can anyone say that some Sci-Fi feature is bad?. I mean, you can have bad effects in it, but you can't say the events depicted are preposterous, can you?. It is universe, who knows what's going on in there. Could be nothing. And then again, could be everything and then some.
Today
I got up at 9.00 am, went grocery shopping, read, played with my cat, read, had some lunch, read some more, watched the film.
It's 9.20 pm and I think I have practically finished the day. Was it good?. I don't know, time will tell. I would rather it proves itself to be a worthy.
But tomorrow will be better?. more eventful?. more passionate?.
I don't know. Seems like I don't know many things.
But I can promise it will be different.
It's 9.20 pm and I think I have practically finished the day. Was it good?. I don't know, time will tell. I would rather it proves itself to be a worthy.
But tomorrow will be better?. more eventful?. more passionate?.
I don't know. Seems like I don't know many things.
But I can promise it will be different.
Tuesday, 4 December 2012
Today
A little gypsy girl came over to me today.
"Give me half a mark!".
And I said: "You give it to me, you have a job, I don't".
"Give me half a mark!".
And I said: "You give it to me, you have a job, I don't".
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