Sunday, 23 December 2012

Saturday Night

Was boring. A real incentive for continuing to read this post, right?.
I was out with seven women, and I have realised that they are boring the hole in me. I wanted a bit of fun, when you go out with intelligent, interesting women, and you just have fun. You talk, gossip, exchange this and that fashion or make-up tip, tell a joke.... Instead, all they did was complain about their things or just plain annoy me.
In this order of sitting: working two jobs and no money; annoyingly pleased that she's living with her boyfriend and his mother; boyfriend; boyfriend, work & life in general; former boyfriend; foreign country she lived in for the past 8 months; work.
I don't want to hear about anyone's problems. I simply refuse to do that. I do not complain, and I'm fed up with people who do, or even worse - who complain to me. For a while, I really did try to listen to everyone and be sympathetic.But not any more. Deal with your problems and problem shared is not problem solved.
And stop saying: I can imagine how hard it is for you without a job, because you can't. What you're saying is thoughtless, irritating, and makes you come across as a total twat.

Thursday, 6 December 2012

SG: U

Just watched Star Gate: Universe. Love Robert Carlyle in it. And it occurred to me: how can anyone say that some Sci-Fi feature is bad?. I mean, you can have bad effects in it, but you can't say the events depicted are preposterous, can you?. It is universe, who knows what's going on in there. Could be nothing. And then again, could be everything and then some.

Today

I got up at 9.00 am, went grocery shopping, read, played with my cat, read, had some lunch, read some more, watched the film.
It's 9.20 pm and I think I have practically finished the day. Was it good?. I don't know, time will tell. I would rather it proves itself to be a worthy.
But tomorrow will be better?. more eventful?. more passionate?.
I don't know. Seems like I don't know many things.
But I can promise it will be different.

Tuesday, 4 December 2012

Today

A little gypsy girl came over to me today.
"Give me half a mark!".
And I said: "You give it to me, you have a job, I don't".

Monday, 3 December 2012

Boo

I am self-unemployed, healthy*, living with parents and brother seasonally.
I don't have a job and it's snowing outside.
I have a ginger cat.
I go to uni. Security and Peace Studies, that's the name of the course. [I just discovered that this has automatic spell check, so great, one worry less!!.] and hope to finish it in spring 2014. I know it sounds like a long time to go yet, but I don't think like that. Not any more. Now, I just take things one week at the time, no longer.For example, this week I have planned to go to lectures over the weekend, and to buy a jumper. And have couple of coffee dates* in the city.
Shall I earn some money?. I don't know...nothing in prospect, but I hope so. I always hope, but don't let it show.

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*healthy thing should be understood in a bit stretchy manner. I don't have health insurance, so I am not sure. But I don't have any pains or other symptoms, therefore I'm healthy.

*dates as in meetings, encounters, engagements, social occasions. Not the usual man+woman. God forbid, less it leads to something.